Gratitude Journals

Long time readers of this blog, I’m sure, have been thinking “I wonder what happened to Deanna’s friend Jen? She talked about her so much the first month of blogging and then hasn’t mentioned her since. Did Jen finally get tired of Deanna constantly talking about Hamilton?” The answer to that is “probably” but it hasn’t stopped me from continuing to discuss Alexander Hamilton. Although, I did almost have to cease our friendship because she sent me a snap chat incorrectly attributing the classic song I Write Sins, Not Tragedies to Fallout Boy instead of Panic! and the Disco, Jen has continued to be an important part of the behind the scenes of my blogging life.

My friend Jen is always doing cool things, like sleeping at concerts (that’s not true but we were just having a silly conversation about it). One of the real cool things she’s doing is most of the days in May she’s been doing Facebook Live videos where she discusses interesting and different ways to help improve your life and wellness. Whether it’s sleeping with your phone in a different room, tracking your steps, or fitness accountability buddies Jen comes up with a topic and discusses some pros about it and how to incorporate these different things into your life. She does ask me for advice on topics, but thus far has not discussed that all the children born to members of the BAU during the run of Criminal Minds have been boys and that two of those sons names are essentially the same. I feel like this is an important topic, but Jen does not.

One of the topics she has brought up recently is gratitude journals. I promised that I would start mine next week because this week is a terrible week to try to figure out things to be grateful for (you’ll learn more about that in my post on Saturday). So I decided that I would share the idea and toss it out to the blogosphere. Keeping this kind of journal is not easy, but I think that especially in a world where there is so much negative and mentally exhausting things are happening, it’s important to take a break and think about what makes you happy.

So I read a couple different websites about gratitude journaling and I’ve taken the basics formed this post. I got a really cute journal from DFTBA.com (the featured image for this post) and I’ve decided to make that my gratitude journal.

The “experts” say that it’s better not to over do it by writing every day but to keep it to three to five times a week. Thinking about it too much can add stress to something that’s supposed to help elevate it.

The biggest pointer that every website I read was to not rush it. Don’t jump into this kind of project looking to just put something superficial on a piece of paper to get it over with. Think about it and take time out of your day on days that you decide to write your entries and really think about what you’re grateful for.

The second piece of advice I found helpful was to think about things that surprised you. Write about the little things in your life that came up unexpectedly that brought a smile to your face. These are little moments to be grateful for.

Focus on the people in your life instead of just what happened. I’m grateful for Jen because Jen understands me when I send a string of emojis that don’t make any sense and deducts that it probably has to do with underpants. The things in our lives aren’t as important as the people. Gratitude journals should reflect that, but at the same time if you got a really awesome bicycle and now you don’t have to drive or walk everywhere, being grateful for the bicycle is also important.

Another piece of advice taking a few minutes at night to think about and write down why today was awesome– even of today wasn’t all that awesome, there was probably something that made you smile. That part is something stolen from the 5 awesome girls youtube videos that I always liked to think about. I had a blog back in the day that ended every post with why today was awesome. Why today is awesome can be superficial things or thoughtful things, just a reason why today was great.

I think that keeping this kind of journal can be extremely helpful when there are days when everything seems to just suck. We can look back at them and remember that everything doesn’t always suck and there are these amazing people and great places and silly moments that have happened along the way.

What do you guys think? Is this something you can do? Is it something you’ve done before? I’d love to hear your thoughts about it.

 

Until next time Internet,

 

Deanna

 

 

 

Formulas in Storytelling

There is nothing wrong with a good formula. I read an article a while ago that said something to the effect of “There are only seven stories, and we’ve been reading and watching them over and over for hundreds of years.” (There are also, like, 5 characters types which are the 5 personalities in detention in a 1984 movie directed by John Hughes even the other characters in the movie fall into the categories depicted by the main cast, but that’s a different blog post.)

For example, Star Wars and Harry Potter are the same story. It’s the Over Coming the Monster story, the Hero’s quest. The Wizard of Oz and The Hobbit are “voyage and return” stories. These stories have the same plot outlines, and comparisons can be drawn between these, but taking a step back and digesting the stories as whole pieces instead of just the bones, the stories are dramatically different. Harry and Luke Skywalker both go on a quest to defeat the world’s biggest evil of the time, but the story stories differ dramatically as to how the authors get their main characters there. Shrek also falls into this category, but I think we can all agree that Shrek and Harry Potter are a little bit different.

So when does this become problematic in my opinion?

I read mostly YA literature. Quite a bit of it tends to fall into troupes and can become formulaic to a fault after a while. It feels like you’re reading the same book over and over.

I feel that this is a huge issue with YA fantasy, it’s basically the same plot with little deviation between series. It feels, to me, that if I read one high fantasy YA novel, I’ve read all of them, only the character names are different. The same things happen: a parent dies, the teenage child must defend the dead parent’s honor, with an unlikely companion they go off on an adventure, the main character finds out they have some kind of power, but not only that they have the STRONGEST power that has been seen in a long time if ever.  It can get boring kind of quickly if I read enough of them. It’s the Defeat the Monster, Hero’s quest story, but unlike Star Wars and Harry Potter, it feels like the same story.

Does that make sense?

I’m going to use a couple examples of books that I’ve read recently. Ever the Hunted and FrostbloodBoth books I have reviewed here in the not too distant past.

 

I mentioned this is my review of Frostblood, that it had most of not all of the same elements of Hunted but pulled them off better. The two stories follow almost the exact same storyline. Even the amount of traveling between places and going back to certain places is very similar. There are a few substitutes and a little bit of a change of scenery, but they read almost identically.

I sure that there are people who can look at Harry Potter and Star Wars and say the same thing, but I don’t see Harry Potter as Star Wars if there were wizards. There are different elements that make each of those stories uniquely those stories that aren’t just the character names. One that stands out to me is that Harry isn’t naturally super talented having never picked up a wand. He is talented, and has a great deal of natural talent but isn’t out of the Dursley’s and casting Patronus charms. He has to work for it and does work for it. Many things come easy, but he works for it sometimes reluctantly. Luke is given a Lightsaber after coming off the moisture farm is the greatest of all time, and he’s pretty into it the whole time.

Reading Hunted and Frostblood I felt like I was reading the same book, and I honestly feel that way when reading a lot of YA fantasy novels. They rely too heavily on the formula and don’t create enough originality. It’s hard to separate the stories. I feel like I should mention that it’s not the writing that’s the problem. Both books are very well written, the authors are incredibly talented.

Fantasy is a genre that I could never write. There’s a lot that goes into it, world building isn’t a strong point of mine. As much as I would love to be talented enough to write something like either of the two books I’ve mentioned, I don’t have the writing chops. I know a lot of work goes into creating the world, but I feel like the basic formula needs to be built upon to get that one of a kind fantasy story that stands out in a world drowning in YA fantasy stories.

I also read a lot of YA romance, and a lot by the same author, many of those books are set in the same town. Although many follow the same or very similar storylines, I don’t feel like I’m reading the same book except one character really loves french fries and one loves music. These kinds of books can fall into troupe instead of storyline very quickly too. I’ve been lucky in being able to find books that are just different enough to feel like different books.

What is it about YA fantasy that makes it feel so formulaic? Is it that there have been so many in a short period of time that they drown each other out?

What do you think? Do you feel like some genres fall too hard on the formula and not enough on making it different? 

Until next time Internet,

Deanna

 

Harry Potter and the Sacred Text- a Podcast

I, like I’m sure many readers of this blog, LOVE Harry Potter. I have read these books at least six times, and every time I read them I find little things that I didn’t see before.

I feel it’s important to tell a little bit of my Harry Potter origin story before I start raving about this amazing podcast. In 6th grade, we had a book day. Everyone brought in their favorite book to talk about it for five minutes during class. I talked about the Laura Ingalls Wilder’s Little House stories, and a friend of mine discussed a silly book about a boy wizard.

Over that summer I bugged my mom to buy it for me because I was 11 and could not buy things. Then I spent the summer reading it. I finished reading The Sorcerer’s Stone on the Fourth of July during a cookout alone in my parent’s friends house, laying across her living room floor while everyone else was outside. I remember my best friend making fun of me for it, as he would many times over the years, for being wrapped up in Harry Potter. I remember my grandmother visiting from out of state buying me the fourth book and joking that it would take me a year to read it and finishing the book before her trip ended. I sat on the floor of the supermarket I worked at behind the fast line register to read parts Half Blood Prince, so I didn’t lose any time walking to the break room on my break. I remember the deep numb feeling about reading about Fred Weasley and having the feeling replicated only one other time in my life since. And in that time, to try to feel better, I reread Harry Potter.

I found the podcast Harry Potter and the Sacred Text during NerdCon: Nerdfighteria. The wonderfully adorable hosts Vaness and Casper, held a panel where they did a discussion about the first line of the first book “Mr. and Mrs. Veron Dursley of number four Privet Drive were happy to say they were perfectly normal, thank you very much.” As a group, we discussed what the line means spiritually, literally, and emotionally. We discussed what we learn from this line and how it sets up future events.

At first, I thought “This is a little silly” However, I still subscribed to the Podcast and started to listen. I still thought it was a little silly as I listened to the first couple chapters of Book One, but as I listened to it more and realized that these two people were 100% serious about what they were doing and discussing these books in different themes and really shedding light on different parts of the books and really digging in.

At the time I am writing this, I am listening to Book 2 Chapter 15 Aragog. And the Podcast itself is in the middle of Prison of Azkaban.  I’m not too far behind being able to catch up with it so that I have to listen to it once a week instead of once a day.

So far this Podcast is just, brilliant. Vanessa and Casper do a deep dive into each chapter with a theme. With Aragog they are reading with the theme of sanctuary. They find parts of the text that show examples of these themes and how we can take what Harry Potter gives us and use it in the “real world.” It’s such a deep, thoughtful, relook at these books that I’ve read multiple times. There is always new ways to see parts of this text.

One of my favorite part of the podcast is toward the end of each episode, they do a religious practice about the text. They are using different practices from different religions. I honestly don’t know all that much about religion, but I do really enjoy learning about it, and I find this practice fascinating.

If you love Harry Potter and are interested in seeing the text in a different light, I highly suggest checking this out. I linked to the website above, and it can be found on all the podcast directories.

Have you listened to this podcast? Are you in love with it? Do you have any podcast suggestions? Let me know!

Until next time Internet,

 

Deanna

 

Blackmailed Cousin Marriage for Revenge and Other Things.

Let me begin by saying I enjoyed listening to this Wuthering Heights. I found it frustrating and weird as all heck, but I enjoyed it. Also, this book is 170 years old so spoilers. There are also some Harry Potter spoilers within.

One of the thoughts I had most often listening to this book was “Why is everyone so terrible.” Maybe all people with money were just terrible people in Victorian England because I thought the same of Mr. Rochester in Jane Eyre, I don’t know. My second most common thought was “I wonder if JK Rowling based Snape of Heathcliff because they are basically the same human being.”

Let’s begin what I’m sure will be a long winded journey with why I dislike Snape really quick before I move into a discussion of Heathcliff. Snape’s motives throughout the whole 7 books of Harry Potter is his “love” of Lily Potter. Because he “loves” Lily so much, he has to be a jerk to Harry. If Snape had stayed the same way he was in the first book, cold, but still moderately helpful, I think he would have been fine. However, as Harry gets older and –to Snape– became more like James, Snape becomes crueler and crueler to this teenage boy because he felt wrong by the boy’s mother over 20 years earlier. Listen, Snape, you called your best friend a racial slur in front of a bunch of people and then got mad that she didn’t want to hang out with you anymore. Chill. On top of this, his treatment to Neville –and Gryffindors in general– is petty high school crap that a 31-year-old man (as he was in the first book) is still be hung up on. It’s time to move on. Snape is an interesting character, a well-written, great character, but he was a terrible human being.

And now Heathcliff, who got mad that his adopted sister didn’t wait for him after he ran away and instead married a man of means that I think she loved– in her own way– so he was manipulated every situation possible to steal land and make the heirs of his adopted family miserable.

From what I got out of the book, Heathcliff was a street orphan in Liverpool, so Mr. Earnshaw saved him from being Oliver Twist (or possibly kidnapped him) and brought him home to live with his family which has two children approximately his age.

As he grows up he falls in love with is adopted sister Cathrine, and she falls for him. However, this is Victorian England and marrying into a good (read: rich) family is important. As Heathcliff realizes that he will never marry her, he runs away to do who knows what, perhaps join the army, and when he returns Catherine is married to the neighbor boy Edgar Lindon. Heathcliff is so angry about this that he moves into his childhood home where his adopted brother, Hindley, lives and through some means gets his brother to mortgage his house through Heathcliff so that when Hinley dies a short time later, he gets the house. Heathcliff then decides that he will treat Hinley’s son, Hareton, like a servant kind of– a farm hand, which from what I understand is how Heathcliff grew up for the most part. He deprives this young man of growing up to be a gentleman like his father and grandfather, as his family name should allow him to be. Because of Heathcliff, Hareton doesn’t learn to read or write and never gets any kind of schooling.

Heathcliff was never particularly pleasant, but the way he treated Hareton really started to turn me against him.

Out of spite (?) or possibly hatred, Heathcliff married Cathrine’s sister-in-law. In his mind, he is formulating a plan to get the house that the Lindon’s live in. I cannot for the life of me figure out why he wants it so much. He does discuss wanting to get rid of it, and all thoughts of the Lindon family along with it, but I don’t understand.

After Cathrine dies in childbirth with her daughter, Cathy, Heathcliff’s wife realizes that his is not just a misunderstood misanthrope but a terrible human being, and leaves him, several months later giving birth to Heathcliff’s child that she (not confusingly) named Lindon.

It should be mentioned that Cathy is described as looking much more like her father than her mother, except for her eyes, she has Cathrine’s eyes. (This will be important later)

Mrs. Heathcliff dies, and Lindon is sent to live with his uncle, Edgar, and his cousin Cathy. However, Heathcliff discovers that his has a son and decides to take him, even though Lindon had never known his father and knew his uncle and Heathcliff didn’t like children. Because to Heathcliff, Lindon is his property and Heathcliff is obsessed with wanting what is his.

Some time passes, and for whatever reason, young Cathy falls in love with her first cousin Lindon, and Cathy’s father forbids her to see him, but Heathcliff manipulates everything until Heathcliff basically kidnaps and imprisons Cathy while her father is on his deathbed until she agrees to, and then formally marries Lindon her terminally ill cousin. Heathcliff does this because he knows Cathy’s father is dying and that in his will he would pass down the house and lands to Cathy. If Cathy is married it will go directly to her husband.  THEN Heathcliff locks her in a room so she can’t go see her dying father so she can’t tell him that she’s married to Lindon so that he doesn’t have time before dying to change his will.

Then Lindon dies of tuberculosis, and Heathcliff gets the Grange!

This is the part where the Snape stuff really started to hit me.

Heathcliff arrives at his new property, The Grange, and dismisses the servants and decides what he wants and what he doesn’t want to keep. One thing that Heathcliff personally takes is a portrait of Cathrine that was part of a pair with her husband that hung in the parlor. Listening to that part, reminded me so much of Snape ripping apart the photo of the Potter Family and the piece of the letter he found with Lily’s signature from the house in Godric’s Hallow. Heathcliff is forcibly removing Cathrine from her family. Heathcliff also does this super creepy thing where he breaks into her coffin and breaks the side of it so that when he dies, he can have his coffin fitted to it. Which reminds me of the scene in the Deathly Hallows movie where Snape cuddles the dead body of Lily while baby Harry cries in the crib behind him.

Hareton, Hindley’s son that became Heathcliff’s ward, still lives at Wuthering Heights working as a farm hand at this point in the story. Hareton and Cathy now both live there living under Heathcliff’s thumb as he sometimes violently attacks and berated them for existing in his presence. Much like Snape does to Harry. I equate Cathy with Harry and Hareton with Neville a lot in this part of the story. Hindley was never kind to Heathcliff, but I never felt that he was cruel to him. They were just guys that didn’t like each other. Hindley was jealous that his father favored Heathcliff when they were children, but they are now adults. However, after Hindley dies, Heathcliff makes sure that Hareton will have nothing. That he is nothing, the same way that Snape, time and time again, cuts Neville Longbottom off at the knees as he tries his hardest to do everything his teacher says. Like Harry and Neville, both Cathy and Hareton have the power to change the course of things in the book, and in the end, they both, in their own way do.

There comes a moment late in the book where (first cousins) Hareton and Cathy (who are now secretly courting) are reading by the fire, and they look up at Heathcliff. Heathcliff is struck by the fact that they have the same eyes. Cathrine’s eyes, because they are first cousins and these are apparently the family eyes. I’m sure that along with the extra arms their children will have also have the same eyes. STOP MARRYING YOUR COUSIN! Cathy marries all of her cousins. Like go into town and meet someone you are not related to.

Sorry, anyway, Heathcliff looks into these four eyes and sees Cathrine’s eyes and it changes him and then he, like, starves to death because of the ghost of Cathrine. That’s how I understood it.

Snape and Heathcliff both feel that this incredible wrong was done to them by the women they love. I do feel like Heathcliff has an actual argument for this one because Cathrine did say that she would marry him and then changed her mind when she realized they wouldn’t have any money. But to hold onto that for over 20 years and then take it out on children who had nothing to do with it because you can’t take it out on the actual person because they are dead is gross inexcusable behavior. Snape, as I mentioned above, does the same thing. He takes out his grievances with his former classmates and former members of the Orginal Order of the Phoenix out on the second generation, his students who he is responsible for. It’s not cool, and I don’t understand why people excuse abusive, manipulative behavior because of “love.” It’s not love anymore, it’s creepy obsession.

Hareton was very young when is parents died, and unlike Neville, never knew much about them until he was in his early twenties when Cathy tells him that the house he lives in what his father’s family house. Heathcliff, from the time Hareton was around 5, systematically strips away everything about Hareton’s heritage.

Heathcliff manipulates everything around him to get petty revenge that in the end doesn’t matter. At the very least, Snape tried to protect Harry as a part of Lily. He did a terrible job except for the one time that he saves Harry from falling off his broom in the first book, but Snape and Heathcliff are focused on childish revenge fantasies that in the end don’t matter. The “wrong” in both cases were over 20 years prior. Nothing good comes of holding on to these kinds of things. It turns you into a bitter, angry person. That accomplishes nothing in the end.

Have you read Wuthering Heights? What did you think of it? Did you pull any parallels to a modern story?

Until next time Internet,

Deanna

 

100 followers!?!?

Hi everyone,

I started this blog on January 16, 2017.

Thursday, April 20, 2017, when I signed into my account I had a notification that I had 100 followers. I can’t even begin to believe that’s true.

I honestly, thought it woimg_5120uld take a very long time to get 100 people to follow my blog, and I am pleasantly surprised and humbled that so many people have decided to read my posts and like and comment on them.

I am greatly enjoying being a part of this book blogging community. I’ve met some wonderful people and I am very grateful for the opportunities I’ve found and new books I’ve discovered through this book blogging experience.

I’m still finding my footing in the blogging world and figuring out exactly what I want to do with my blog, but I am very thankful that all of you have taken the time to follow and read what I post. The friendships with the other bloggers on this site, and how quickly a new blog was accepted into your community astounds me. Thank you so much for accepting me into thing group of amazing people. Reading your blogs every day has been the highlight of many a morning. I’m not much of a commenter, but I’m trying to get better at it. I want to badly to be an active part of this book blogging community.

I look forward to running this blog for a long while and hope to grow it into something that I’m extremely proud of.

Again, thanks everyone for reading and liking and commenting on my posts. It means a great deal to me.

 

Until next time Internet,

Deanna

 

Bumped series-Dystopian Pregnancy

 

I love Megan McCafferty. I loved her Jessica Darling series something serious. She is such a great writer. The premise of these two books is weird, but they are extremely well written.

 

 

 

These books are about a time in the not too distant future, like 2100-ish maybe sooner, where women are affected by a virus that destroys the reproductive system and makes it impossible for women over 19 to have children; so teenagers do. Men are also affected by the virus, but their role in the book is much less a part of the story.

Parts of these books remind me a little of The Handmaid’s Tale. The girls that have the babies don’t get to keep them. They are paid surrogates that take drugs so that they don’t become attached to their pregnancies. There is a weird fame that comes with being able to produce children. Girls as young at 11 or 12 are essentially told to “go pro” to have children for couples in their 20’s and 30’s who want children. There is a whole culture around it. These girls are put on this very high pedestal because they have to “save humans” by having these children.

The two narrators are twins that were separated at birth: Melody who was raised in the world where girls become very famous for creating children and Harmony who grew up in “Goodside” a culture that I equate with Amish-style living.

In Harmony’s world, the Bible is a big thing. They arrange marriage around 13 and are expected to follow the rules of their culture without question. They have children and raise those children themselves.  She was raised by a woman who has raised 47 other children.

In Melody’s world, she was raised in “Otherside” her parents run seminars about how the world needs these girls to produce babies and the culture around the teen pregnancies are saving the world.

Something I found interesting about this story, is that unlike many dystopian stories where were hear about the outside world where everything is different, we get to see it. Many times the main character is completely unfamiliar with the world outside their society, they only know about it and escape into it blindly. In this story is told in dual narrative, Harmony is from outside of society. She in escaping into the world that Melody lives. We, as readers, are not discovering the “outside”  we are learning about it from someone from there. We are also learning about the main society through the eyes of someone who doesn’t know how it works.

I liked the dual narratives. The differences between the girls and their motives. I think that there is a fuller story told this way. We get to see the positives and negatives of both the worlds. Both girls are not completely convinced that they are living the best way. They understand that there has to be a better way to fix the situation that is happening in the world. There has to be a better way to fix the population than making teenagers famous for having babies. There has to be a better way than arranged marriage.

There is a vocabulary that is interesting throughout this book. Melody’s half more than Harmony’s. I greatly enjoyed that, because it forces the reader to become a part of this world to read it. You need to understand the fame game and what bumping is and how their world works. You need to immerse yourself in it to continue the book.

Harmony’s narrative in the first book helps the reader to discover this foreign world as she does.  Harmony’s motives are finding her twin sister and family. Throughout both books, it is very clear that all Harmony wants is a family. She wants her sister; she wants to meet her birth parents.

These books are weird, to be sure. Parts of them can be very unrealistic it’s not dystopian in a way that The Hunger Games are dystopian or even The Handmaid’s Tale. The world seems to take celebrity status and turns it in an unexpected way. The focus isn’t on people who can act or sing but fertile teenagers. Honestly, it doesn’t seem super far fetched because of the celebrity culture we live in, who is popular and what is popular changes so quickly. We now get excited for famous people who are having babies. We feel invested in their story somehow. I mean, April the Giraffe? I know I was a little bit too invested in that. I got three separate breaking news alert emails and a breaking news alert on my phone when she was in labor and after her son was born. I did not subscribe to any kind of special giraffe alerts, this was the actual news alerting me CNN and two local news channels.

I think it would be easy to see a crisis and try to fix it in a way that very quickly turns very problematic, like the Bumped stories. There is an interesting aspect of this story that is what you believe verse what is expected. Melody and Harmony are so different because of how they were raised and have very different motives in both stories, but there is this connection between them that is so much more than just being twins. Throughout this story, the two girls know each other for a little more eight months.

I have mixed feelings about these books, they are well-written and interesting, but the storylines are odd. It takes a bit to get acclimated to the world. I think they open an interesting discussion. I am all about books that start discussions.

I would love to know if you have read these books? What did you think if you have?

Until next time Internet,

Deanna

 

 

 

 

Welcome to Night Vale

Over the weekend, I traveled to Boston to see live something I’ve been enjoying for a while now: A live reading of a Welcome to Night Vale show.

Welcome to Night Vale is a podcast experience. It’s been around since June 2012 and currently has 105 episodes. Night Vale is hard to explain. If you aren’t familiar with it, it is very hard to have it make sense in a way that would make someone want to listen to when discussing its plot. It’s a desert town somewhere in the southwestern United States. It exists outside the realm of our space and time. Time is different there. What we hear is the voice of Cecil, the community radio news host. He tells his listeners of the happenings in their extraordinary little town. The opening of the Dog Park, and how no people or dogs are allowed in the dog park. It is a humor podcast with a little bit of horror, spoken in complete deadpan as if what is happening around Cecil is totally normal; because for Cecil, and Night Vale it is.

I love it.

I stumbled onto this weird little thing on Tumblr after the second episode Glow Cloud (ALL HAIL) which had the very odd song “The Bus is Late”  by Satellite High as the weather. I then listened to the first episode about Old Lady Josie and the Angels (which do not exist) and I would occasionally listen to episodes when someone posted them on Tumblr. However, none of my real life friends listened to it, so I had no one to talk about it with so my interest in it moved on to things that I could discuss with other people. For me, liking things involves talking about it and if I can’t talk about it, I tend to lose interest.

About a year ago I made a decision to enjoy things by myself. I felt like I was limiting myself by not just doing it. My friends are, for the most part, in very different times in their lives than I am. If I wanted to do something, travel, see a show, go to a convention, join a book club, I was going to have to do it myself. If I didn’t learn to just do things myself I would probably never do anything. So I rediscovered Welcome to Night Vale, and listened to the backlog of episodes and listened to the audiobook.

When Welcome To Night Vale announced that they were having a new live show tour and they were coming through Boston, I was all over that. I bought a ticket and was ready to go. When I was down in Boston for Nerd Con in February, I scouted out the theater that the show would be so I could find it when I came back so I was ready when I got off the T on Saturday afternoon.

I stood in line with people dressed as Hooded Figures, Cecil and Carlos, the Glow Cloud (Praise the Mighty Glow Cloud), and all sorts of different characters from the radio show. The show was so cool. I didn’t know what to expect, I’d never seen theater like this before. Cecil came out in a yellow plaid suit and read his news broadcast. The visual representation of this wholly auditory experience was, just, I don’t know, neat. It is always fun to be in a room full of people who love the thing you love; even if we don’t know each other, we all have this one thing in common.

The show currently on tour is All Hail, a show about the omnipresent Glow Cloud that is the president of the school board in Night Vale. Occasionally, the great and powerful Glow Cloud will rain down dead animals upon the town which, as you can imagine is slightly inconvenient for the townspeople.

The show is still on tour, and don’t want to spoil it for anyone who is going to see it, so I’m going to leave out the details of the show, but just know that it is a powerful and well worth seeing. The voice actors are amazing, and the weather, Erin McKeown was ah-mazing. I highly recommend that you check her out even if you aren’t interested in Night Vale.

Bringing it back around to Books, as this is a book blog, Night Vale has two novels, Welcome to Night Vale which I listened to. It’s narrated by Cecil Baldwin and is a story that is completely separate from the Podcast, but it is helpful if you are familiar with the characters of Night Vale. There is also a book coming out in October, It Devours!  which I am super excited for. They also have two volumes of podcast scripts if you are interested.

Welcome to Night Vale is a weird, fun show that on its surface is just weird but if you listen, really listen, it’s about everything. It’s covered with many layers of horror and strangeness, but it’s about love and acceptance. I can’t say enough about how amazing the story is. A new episode will be posted on Saturday (Episodes are released on the 1st and 15th of every month).

This is a little bit off topic, but learning how to just enjoy things whether or not my friends like it or not has been liberating. I have never been good at making friends, I can kind of do it on the internet, but in real life it’s hard. I’m rather anti-social and get very overwhelmed around strangers, so I real life friends are hard to come by for me. The ones I have are great. I love them, but I don’t have kids and I like weird things. My friends, for the most part, have different priorities. I do feel an overwhelming loneliness a lot, but I’m learning to accept it.

Have you ever listened to Night Vale? Do you have any fun podcast recommendations? I would love to hear them!

Until next time Internet,

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Deanna